Today Salina and Christian are here and we are gonna spend the day together, It should be a lot of fun, I have the day off, and I’m sure we will find stuff to do. They Came in from Munich, and I will be doing a floral for Selina on thursday, so we have a good couple of days together.
This is becoming routine, and I’m surprised at how quickly everything becomes routine. I guess thats good and bad, because I think one could probably become accustomed to anything, and that I don’t believe is good. I have that the biggest lost was my dignity, not that ego is a bad thing to lose, quiet the contrary, but we are after all moral, human beings, and I use the term liberally. Like the relationship you had that when you eventually exticated yourself from, and you just can’t believe you stayed so long….. a marriage you were so unhappy in, making excuses why you have to stay, when all the while you want out.
There has to be flip side, but for the life of me right now, I just don’t see one….. no hang on, at least you get to know when the train leaves….. routine….